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Hearts Shatter to Tears..
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Sentences.
Beyond this life,
Lies eternity.
Beyond this mouth,
Lies a voice.
The best thing to do when you've hit the bottom, is to look up
The deep things of God are not found in shallow waters
For I have engraved you on the palm of my hands
Lose yourself, and you'll find Life.
But most of all, let there be passion, the kind you would die for.
Standards come from God alone.
Comparing yourselves to others only leads to disscouragement and pride
There is a purpose for the pain, it is called redemption
Let the past be the fuel to the flame within my heart - Cassandra H
We're all accidents; accidents waiting to happen.
You cannot choose when and how you die, but you can choose how you live
The future can only be created.
If my poetry aims to achieve anything, it is to deliver people from the limited ways of which they see and feel.
We made to be IN this world, not OF it
In Christ, you are safe even when you are in danger
People can argue God, people can argue Faith, but no one can argue your story (Testimony)
Believe in the vision when there is nothing to see!
Dont focus on impressing, Focus on impacting
Before God can HEAL you, he has to RUIN you
There are no failures in life, just experiences and your reaction to them.
Unless they love him, they will not OBEY him
The joy of even one person coming to Christ, far outweighs any pain I experienced.
Among the millions I am but one, but i am one that will change the hearts of millions -
God won't tempt us beyond what we can bear! - 1 Corinthians 10:13
He who kneels before God will stand before anyone
The most difficult phase in life is not when no one understand you, but when you don't understand yourself.
If my poetry aims to achieve anything, it is to deliver people from the limited ways of which they see and feel.
Lead out those who have eyes but are BLIND
There is always a second chance, it just depends how hard you fight for it
You should not measure the strength of your relationship with God depending on the amount of sin in your life.
Live a life that is worthy of the calling you have received.
It's not faith if you're using your eyes
Serve God with the confidence that he will provide everything that is needed to acomplish the call.
Fear of the Lord is the begining of Wisdom.
Go ahead and tell me my dreams aren't realistic, and I'll tell you, yours arn't big enough!
Faith is the confidence to step out of comfort
The world will sweep you away like a shadow in the night - Cassandra H
There's a quantity we are intrusted with, but a quality we should pursue
We can't really know the depth of our character until we react under pressure
When we give no hope in receiving in return, we show what it means to serve others
see I wil not forget you, I have carved you on the palm of my hands. - Isaiah 49:15
I hope I never lose enthusiasm for things like roatrips, fruit loops, and sunshine- Britnee R
God only hides because he wants us to LOOK for him
Partial Obedience is disobedience
We are products of our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it
We think that temptation lies around us, but God says it lies WITHIN us
The truth is, whatever you can't talk about, is already out of control in your life
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life where you actually feel alive.
Deeper the roots, higher the reach.
Be patient with the process, remember how far you've come not just how far you have to go
Integrity is the foundation on which your leadership will stand or fall
It's your dream of the future that will pull you out of bed in the morning and create a current that will draw others toward it's realization.
It's not the healthy that need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but the sick.
- Mark 2:17
Success comes the Commited
The greatest danger for most of us is not that our aim is too high and we miss it, but that our aim is too low and we reach it. - Michaelangelo
Doors are locked for a reason, Walls are built with a purpose.
Fall for the creator, not the created.
There are things known, and things unknown. Between them, are doors.
It's not about religion, It's not about being the person you were entitled to be, but by the one who entitled you, GET IT?
Life isn't about finding yourself, Life is about CREATING yourself.
We learn to lock up because people enter without knocking. God knocks.
We live and we learn from our mistakes, the deepest cuts are healed by faith.
Freedom is not worth having if it doesn't include mistakes.
I don't want to KNOW, I want to BELIEVE!
Seperate the symbol from its meaning
Winning doesn't always mean being first, winning means you're doing better than you did before.
Great oppourtunities may come once in a lifetime, but small oppourtunities surround us everyday
I want such a faith in God that it cannot be shaken because of circumstances
Without a Savior you're already DEAD
Sometimes I feel as close as your shadow, and sometimes I feel as far away, that you are standing at the top of the Grand Canoyon and I am standing at the bottom
Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't we?
A girls heart should be so lost in God, that a guy should have to search THROUGH God to find her.
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams
You cannot biuld a reputation on what you're GOING to do
It is better to be a lion one day, than a sheep your whole life
Think highly of yourself, for the world judges you on your own estimate.
It's time for our hearts to BURN with DESPERATION for you
Courage is the power to let go of familiarity
Perseverance is not a long race, it is many short races one after another
Success is how high you bounce when you hit the bottom
Never reach out your hand unless you're willing to extend your arm.
You will never have a friend if you must have one who has no faults
Some people talk because they think Sound is more effective than silence
It is not fair to ask of others what you are not willing to give yourself
You get the best effort from others by not lighting a fire beneath them, but bu building a fire within
There is never enough time to do EVERYTHING, but there is always time to do what is IMPORTANT
Life SHRINKS or EXPANDS in porportion to one's courage
You alone decide who you will be. In small steps your character is formed everyday
Don't let what you CANNOT do interfere with what you CAN do
A friend's eye is a good mirror
The wise man does not give the right answers, but poses the right questions
Each one of us has a fire in our heart for something. It's our goal in life to find it and keep it lit
Be like a postage stamp - stick to one thing until you get there.
The bravest thing you can do when you are not brave is to profess courage and act accordingly
Whatever your past has been, you have a spotless future
There is nothing worse than a sharp image of a fuzzy concept
Time is nature's way of keeping everything from happening at once
To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides
Stay strong in your faith and do not fall, for there are so many people out there fighting a harder battle
Don't stand there shocked that you've fallen, but get up and start rebuilding yourself and your faith
The definition of "Beautiful" cannot be found within the dictionary, but within the heart
It's like folding a map, you'll never be able to get the pattern back the way it was the first time you opened it
Cool isn't a FAD
Cool isn't PRETENSE
Cool isn't WEARING A MASK THAT DOESN'T FIT
Cool IS a label that says YOU and not everybody else
Don't just count the years, make years count
If wrinkles must be written upon our brows, let them not be written upon our heart; the spirit should never grow old
Youth is a GIFT of nature, but age is a work of ART
Life without friendship, is like a sky without sun
Children need your presence more than your presents
True friendship is seen through the heart, not through the eyes
Being happy, doesn't mean everything's perfect, it just means you've decided to look past the imperfections
The man who bows the lowest in the presence of God, stands the straightest in the presence of Sin
Here is a test to see if your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive; it isn't.
There are times where silence has the loudest voice
The optimist already sees the scar over the wound, the pesimist sees the wound beneath the scar
Love looks forward, hate looks back, anxiety has eyes all over it's head
Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced
If you find a path without obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere.
Be bold in what you stand for, and careful what you fall for
Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't
You can't expect a person to see eye to eye to you when you're looking down on them
You’re only given this life because you are strong enough to live it
Best Friends – it’s a promise not a label
God is preparing you for what he is preparing for you
Believe in the vision when there is nothing to see
What you see hasn't matched up to what you have heard; hold on to what you've heard
We can't choose how we die or when we die; but we can choose how we live
His presence is undiniable even though he is invisable
The great thing about God's love is we never know where it will lead us, but knowing it will lead us; is our comfort
Be yourself; it's really hard to be someone else for the rest of your life
Sometimes being a leader requires you to be uncomfortable
A mind is a fire to be kindled not a vessel to be filled
There is more to God than a book and a name
Everyone has 24 hours each day - it's not about time, but about priorities
"This is why we are called human beings, not human doings" - Rob Bell
Doesnt matter how LONG a situation is - God is ALWAYS there
The things of this world are only a lifetime, God is eternal
The past doesn't matter anymore. Everything that matters is out there. Everything that matters is everything we're about to do
I used to think I was the strongest person in the world - then I met my friends
God is the master of creating a path where there was none
You're regrets arn't what you did, but what you didn't do
Hope is important, the stars are always there, but we miss them in the dirt and clouds, we miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope. We have hope.
I wondered through fiction to look for truth
"The present now will later be past." Bob Dylan
The future is always changing, but history stays the same
Your lies help me find truth in myself
Lies eternity.
Beyond this mouth,
Lies a voice.
The best thing to do when you've hit the bottom, is to look up
The deep things of God are not found in shallow waters
For I have engraved you on the palm of my hands
Lose yourself, and you'll find Life.
But most of all, let there be passion, the kind you would die for.
Standards come from God alone.
Comparing yourselves to others only leads to disscouragement and pride
There is a purpose for the pain, it is called redemption
Let the past be the fuel to the flame within my heart - Cassandra H
We're all accidents; accidents waiting to happen.
You cannot choose when and how you die, but you can choose how you live
The future can only be created.
If my poetry aims to achieve anything, it is to deliver people from the limited ways of which they see and feel.
We made to be IN this world, not OF it
In Christ, you are safe even when you are in danger
People can argue God, people can argue Faith, but no one can argue your story (Testimony)
Believe in the vision when there is nothing to see!
Dont focus on impressing, Focus on impacting
Before God can HEAL you, he has to RUIN you
There are no failures in life, just experiences and your reaction to them.
Unless they love him, they will not OBEY him
The joy of even one person coming to Christ, far outweighs any pain I experienced.
Among the millions I am but one, but i am one that will change the hearts of millions -
God won't tempt us beyond what we can bear! - 1 Corinthians 10:13
He who kneels before God will stand before anyone
The most difficult phase in life is not when no one understand you, but when you don't understand yourself.
If my poetry aims to achieve anything, it is to deliver people from the limited ways of which they see and feel.
Lead out those who have eyes but are BLIND
There is always a second chance, it just depends how hard you fight for it
You should not measure the strength of your relationship with God depending on the amount of sin in your life.
Live a life that is worthy of the calling you have received.
It's not faith if you're using your eyes
Serve God with the confidence that he will provide everything that is needed to acomplish the call.
Fear of the Lord is the begining of Wisdom.
Go ahead and tell me my dreams aren't realistic, and I'll tell you, yours arn't big enough!
Faith is the confidence to step out of comfort
The world will sweep you away like a shadow in the night - Cassandra H
There's a quantity we are intrusted with, but a quality we should pursue
We can't really know the depth of our character until we react under pressure
When we give no hope in receiving in return, we show what it means to serve others
see I wil not forget you, I have carved you on the palm of my hands. - Isaiah 49:15
I hope I never lose enthusiasm for things like roatrips, fruit loops, and sunshine- Britnee R
God only hides because he wants us to LOOK for him
Partial Obedience is disobedience
We are products of our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it
We think that temptation lies around us, but God says it lies WITHIN us
The truth is, whatever you can't talk about, is already out of control in your life
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life where you actually feel alive.
Deeper the roots, higher the reach.
Be patient with the process, remember how far you've come not just how far you have to go
Integrity is the foundation on which your leadership will stand or fall
It's your dream of the future that will pull you out of bed in the morning and create a current that will draw others toward it's realization.
It's not the healthy that need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but the sick.
- Mark 2:17
Success comes the Commited
The greatest danger for most of us is not that our aim is too high and we miss it, but that our aim is too low and we reach it. - Michaelangelo
Doors are locked for a reason, Walls are built with a purpose.
Fall for the creator, not the created.
There are things known, and things unknown. Between them, are doors.
It's not about religion, It's not about being the person you were entitled to be, but by the one who entitled you, GET IT?
Life isn't about finding yourself, Life is about CREATING yourself.
We learn to lock up because people enter without knocking. God knocks.
We live and we learn from our mistakes, the deepest cuts are healed by faith.
Freedom is not worth having if it doesn't include mistakes.
I don't want to KNOW, I want to BELIEVE!
Seperate the symbol from its meaning
Winning doesn't always mean being first, winning means you're doing better than you did before.
Great oppourtunities may come once in a lifetime, but small oppourtunities surround us everyday
I want such a faith in God that it cannot be shaken because of circumstances
Without a Savior you're already DEAD
Sometimes I feel as close as your shadow, and sometimes I feel as far away, that you are standing at the top of the Grand Canoyon and I am standing at the bottom
Birds sing after a storm, why shouldn't we?
A girls heart should be so lost in God, that a guy should have to search THROUGH God to find her.
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams
You cannot biuld a reputation on what you're GOING to do
It is better to be a lion one day, than a sheep your whole life
Think highly of yourself, for the world judges you on your own estimate.
It's time for our hearts to BURN with DESPERATION for you
Courage is the power to let go of familiarity
Perseverance is not a long race, it is many short races one after another
Success is how high you bounce when you hit the bottom
Never reach out your hand unless you're willing to extend your arm.
You will never have a friend if you must have one who has no faults
Some people talk because they think Sound is more effective than silence
It is not fair to ask of others what you are not willing to give yourself
You get the best effort from others by not lighting a fire beneath them, but bu building a fire within
There is never enough time to do EVERYTHING, but there is always time to do what is IMPORTANT
Life SHRINKS or EXPANDS in porportion to one's courage
You alone decide who you will be. In small steps your character is formed everyday
Don't let what you CANNOT do interfere with what you CAN do
A friend's eye is a good mirror
The wise man does not give the right answers, but poses the right questions
Each one of us has a fire in our heart for something. It's our goal in life to find it and keep it lit
Be like a postage stamp - stick to one thing until you get there.
The bravest thing you can do when you are not brave is to profess courage and act accordingly
Whatever your past has been, you have a spotless future
There is nothing worse than a sharp image of a fuzzy concept
Time is nature's way of keeping everything from happening at once
To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides
Stay strong in your faith and do not fall, for there are so many people out there fighting a harder battle
Don't stand there shocked that you've fallen, but get up and start rebuilding yourself and your faith
The definition of "Beautiful" cannot be found within the dictionary, but within the heart
It's like folding a map, you'll never be able to get the pattern back the way it was the first time you opened it
Cool isn't a FAD
Cool isn't PRETENSE
Cool isn't WEARING A MASK THAT DOESN'T FIT
Cool IS a label that says YOU and not everybody else
Don't just count the years, make years count
If wrinkles must be written upon our brows, let them not be written upon our heart; the spirit should never grow old
Youth is a GIFT of nature, but age is a work of ART
Life without friendship, is like a sky without sun
Children need your presence more than your presents
True friendship is seen through the heart, not through the eyes
Being happy, doesn't mean everything's perfect, it just means you've decided to look past the imperfections
The man who bows the lowest in the presence of God, stands the straightest in the presence of Sin
Here is a test to see if your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive; it isn't.
There are times where silence has the loudest voice
The optimist already sees the scar over the wound, the pesimist sees the wound beneath the scar
Love looks forward, hate looks back, anxiety has eyes all over it's head
Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced
If you find a path without obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere.
Be bold in what you stand for, and careful what you fall for
Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't
You can't expect a person to see eye to eye to you when you're looking down on them
You’re only given this life because you are strong enough to live it
Best Friends – it’s a promise not a label
God is preparing you for what he is preparing for you
Believe in the vision when there is nothing to see
What you see hasn't matched up to what you have heard; hold on to what you've heard
We can't choose how we die or when we die; but we can choose how we live
His presence is undiniable even though he is invisable
The great thing about God's love is we never know where it will lead us, but knowing it will lead us; is our comfort
Be yourself; it's really hard to be someone else for the rest of your life
Sometimes being a leader requires you to be uncomfortable
A mind is a fire to be kindled not a vessel to be filled
There is more to God than a book and a name
Everyone has 24 hours each day - it's not about time, but about priorities
"This is why we are called human beings, not human doings" - Rob Bell
Doesnt matter how LONG a situation is - God is ALWAYS there
The things of this world are only a lifetime, God is eternal
The past doesn't matter anymore. Everything that matters is out there. Everything that matters is everything we're about to do
I used to think I was the strongest person in the world - then I met my friends
God is the master of creating a path where there was none
You're regrets arn't what you did, but what you didn't do
Hope is important, the stars are always there, but we miss them in the dirt and clouds, we miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope. We have hope.
I wondered through fiction to look for truth
"The present now will later be past." Bob Dylan
The future is always changing, but history stays the same
Your lies help me find truth in myself
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Changes.
the future is always going to change,
it is nothing that is set in stone
you may have plans for the future
or goals,
but nothing is for certain unless it is past.
History.
history is really the only place where we may find comfort
comfort in knowing that things will always work out
what we have LEARNT from our past
mistakes
and what we have GAINED from past
experiences.
comfort in knowing 2000 years ago
christ died for us
we are SAVED
we are HIS
the only time history can be eternity.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Up.
Will he be high and lifted up?Would he be high and lifted up?
Where will he be high and lifted up?
In our lives.
Be high and lifted up; Jesus.
Inked&Pierced.
These are the tattoos I want but to say "Spoken For" in Hebrew..or something...I can't wait.I really really REALLY like these piercings
but I don't think I'd ever get them :(
Monday, April 20, 2009
F'ever
I am so glad that you are in my life again
I dont know where I would be without you
I lost you once, I know what its like to not have you in my life
and i'll never let it come to that ever again
Do you hear me?
I PROMISE.
I love being around you, just being with you
laying in your arms,
you protect me, i feel safe when im with you
like no one or nothing can harm me
you create this sheild of invincibility
and i feel like i could do anything if i had you backing me up.
You make me feel like a Princess
like I'm the only one for you.
you're the only on for me.
i love the moment where i am in sweatpants and sweat shirt
and you still tell me, ' baby, you're beautiful '
my heart melts. everytime.
doesn't matter if its the thousandth "i love you" or "you're beautiful"
Everytime.
I can't control this feeling i have for you
its the strongest thing i've ever felt
yet makes me the weakest at the same time.
weak in the knees for you.
you make me smile at the stupidest things
laugh at the wrong moments
cry at simple things,
but at the same time; find joy in the simple things.
you are my joy
my world
my everything.
F'ever Baby..
I dont know where I would be without you
I lost you once, I know what its like to not have you in my life
and i'll never let it come to that ever again
Do you hear me?
I PROMISE.
I love being around you, just being with you
laying in your arms,
you protect me, i feel safe when im with you
like no one or nothing can harm me
you create this sheild of invincibility
and i feel like i could do anything if i had you backing me up.
You make me feel like a Princess
like I'm the only one for you.
you're the only on for me.
i love the moment where i am in sweatpants and sweat shirt
and you still tell me, ' baby, you're beautiful '
my heart melts. everytime.
doesn't matter if its the thousandth "i love you" or "you're beautiful"
Everytime.
I can't control this feeling i have for you
its the strongest thing i've ever felt
yet makes me the weakest at the same time.
weak in the knees for you.
you make me smile at the stupidest things
laugh at the wrong moments
cry at simple things,
but at the same time; find joy in the simple things.
you are my joy
my world
my everything.
F'ever Baby..
Under Construction
How many times can I break before I shatter?
How many times will you catch me before I fall?
It seems as though,
People have given up on life,
Given up on themselves,
Given up on God.
People have been deceived by the lies of this world.
You can only mess up so many times.
Then you're considered un-forgiven
Fools.
Those who have chosen to not beleive in God
Have no faith in belief
No faith of being reborn
No faith that someone died for them
One heart
One love
One body
Jesus.
How many times will you catch me before I fall?
It seems as though,
People have given up on life,
Given up on themselves,
Given up on God.
People have been deceived by the lies of this world.
You can only mess up so many times.
Then you're considered un-forgiven
Fools.
Those who have chosen to not beleive in God
Have no faith in belief
No faith of being reborn
No faith that someone died for them
One heart
One love
One body
Jesus.
Brush off the dust and SHINE
This year i dont feel as close with my leaders,
i feel as though we lack fellowship and are not bound together by his word
but ripped apart by insecurities of new grounds
people never know when someone is going to show up
and when there's an oppourtunity presented to leaders to rise up and speak truth into these kids lives, they are speechless and not feeling "lead by God"
It all comes down to time management
i am sick and tired of people only being leaders 3 hours a week.
I can only talk as much as i want, but it does nothing if you dont listen
When i signed up to be a leader, i expected it to be more than 3 hours a week.
i knew it was, and was prepared to do just that.
hang out with my girls, talk with my girls other than one night a week, go to their sports games, whatever it may be, i would and continue to try and be there as much as i can be.
I know that most people are in school or work full time or something, but would it Really kill you to take an hour or two out of your busy scheduel?
5 minutes, may make the difference in someones week, whether they be in the middle of school, family issues, exciting news or they just need to talk. Them knowing that you're there will make their life SO much easier.
Also; just because you go to bible college doesn't mean you are any better/smarter than any other of the leaders or more godly.
Further-more, If we are called to be a body, we need to function like one.
be there for one another,
let each other know if you arnt going to be there
see how each other are doing
ask if they need prayer
grow in god, so you will be equipped in his word and can influence others.
I can be the first to speak up, and voice my opinion, but i cant be the only one.
you can't always walk a straight line
the world doesn't work that way, the earth is curved
as are our lives,
sometimes you've got to bend when circumstances come along, go out of your way to make things right again.
roll with the punches
To have extraordinairy experiences with your kids, you've got to be an extraordinairy leader.
you can't expect to have a huge impact in these girls lives if you dont show an interest outside of youth. you could, but its very unlikely
For kids to be reached, we need to reach out.
i feel as though we lack fellowship and are not bound together by his word
but ripped apart by insecurities of new grounds
people never know when someone is going to show up
and when there's an oppourtunity presented to leaders to rise up and speak truth into these kids lives, they are speechless and not feeling "lead by God"
It all comes down to time management
i am sick and tired of people only being leaders 3 hours a week.
I can only talk as much as i want, but it does nothing if you dont listen
When i signed up to be a leader, i expected it to be more than 3 hours a week.
i knew it was, and was prepared to do just that.
hang out with my girls, talk with my girls other than one night a week, go to their sports games, whatever it may be, i would and continue to try and be there as much as i can be.
I know that most people are in school or work full time or something, but would it Really kill you to take an hour or two out of your busy scheduel?
5 minutes, may make the difference in someones week, whether they be in the middle of school, family issues, exciting news or they just need to talk. Them knowing that you're there will make their life SO much easier.
Also; just because you go to bible college doesn't mean you are any better/smarter than any other of the leaders or more godly.
Further-more, If we are called to be a body, we need to function like one.
be there for one another,
let each other know if you arnt going to be there
see how each other are doing
ask if they need prayer
grow in god, so you will be equipped in his word and can influence others.
I can be the first to speak up, and voice my opinion, but i cant be the only one.
you can't always walk a straight line
the world doesn't work that way, the earth is curved
as are our lives,
sometimes you've got to bend when circumstances come along, go out of your way to make things right again.
roll with the punches
To have extraordinairy experiences with your kids, you've got to be an extraordinairy leader.
you can't expect to have a huge impact in these girls lives if you dont show an interest outside of youth. you could, but its very unlikely
For kids to be reached, we need to reach out.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Found
I need you,
I want you,
I cant live without you.
To the ends of this earth, to heaven and back.
you dont know how much you mean to me.
you dont know how much i rely on you
depend on you
want your comfort
and need your love
You light a fire within my heart
and passion within my soul
ignite a spark a hope
and truth of love
that is out there
and i have found
i thank you
for finding me.
I want you,
I cant live without you.
To the ends of this earth, to heaven and back.
you dont know how much you mean to me.
you dont know how much i rely on you
depend on you
want your comfort
and need your love
You light a fire within my heart
and passion within my soul
ignite a spark a hope
and truth of love
that is out there
and i have found
i thank you
for finding me.
Clear as Mud
Like a vase I shatter
And like a star i fall
I walk so close to the edge
I am blinded by the drop
Each day anew
I wonder where ill be
Walking a straight line
Or the plank to eternity
Evil clouds my judgement
Lies deceive my belief in truth
Every turn is an up hill battle
Just waiting to be won
Where do I make these turns
How I discover pure truth?
Where do I go so there is no more evil?
Blank stare and jaw hanging
Heaven.
Simple answer
Simple truth
Simple love.
And like a star i fall
I walk so close to the edge
I am blinded by the drop
Each day anew
I wonder where ill be
Walking a straight line
Or the plank to eternity
Evil clouds my judgement
Lies deceive my belief in truth
Every turn is an up hill battle
Just waiting to be won
Where do I make these turns
How I discover pure truth?
Where do I go so there is no more evil?
Blank stare and jaw hanging
Heaven.
Simple answer
Simple truth
Simple love.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Lost&Saved
Do you notice that Im there ?
Am I even worth the care
Would you follow me if I chose to leave
Would you catch me if i lost my balance
and needed your embrace
Im falling in a downward s p i r a l
And Im getting dizzy, I'm ready to give up
This love of yours is t e m p o r a r y
I can see right through your eyes
And pierce through your heart
So no you know what heart break feels like?
You don't even know the starting of it.
Taken a leave of absence,
Now what will you do to mend your heart
Bleeding forever, tears silently fall
No bandaid is strong enough for this
Fallen tears tend to mend the broken
Tend to break the strong, and give strength to the meak
Hold me close, never let me fall
For I fear what I will be without you
It's not pretty.
Set things straight between us
Hear it here first, Fall in love with me first
Yourself last.
Please believe this charade I am putting on for you
Kiss of death, kiss of life, kiss of eternity
For once there was a lonely girl
Who felt she had no meaning
No reason to live, no reason to be loved.
You loved her, you held her;
You s a v e d her.
Am I even worth the care
Would you follow me if I chose to leave
Would you catch me if i lost my balance
and needed your embrace
Im falling in a downward s p i r a l
And Im getting dizzy, I'm ready to give up
This love of yours is t e m p o r a r y
I can see right through your eyes
And pierce through your heart
So no you know what heart break feels like?
You don't even know the starting of it.
Taken a leave of absence,
Now what will you do to mend your heart
Bleeding forever, tears silently fall
No bandaid is strong enough for this
Fallen tears tend to mend the broken
Tend to break the strong, and give strength to the meak
Hold me close, never let me fall
For I fear what I will be without you
It's not pretty.
Set things straight between us
Hear it here first, Fall in love with me first
Yourself last.
Please believe this charade I am putting on for you
Kiss of death, kiss of life, kiss of eternity
For once there was a lonely girl
Who felt she had no meaning
No reason to live, no reason to be loved.
You loved her, you held her;
You s a v e d her.
Coming To Terms
Would you hold on to promises?
Even if you we’re not aware of their worth.
Choose one path
And fall down the rest
Take a break from the run of love
Because you’ve fallen short of breath.
Come deep into the woods
Of the shadows of deception
You seem to be quite intrigued
By the history of complexion.
Tilting and Wilting
Fallen out of thin air
You seem to keep yourself doubted
From the thought of simple care.
Falling from the universe
You land on foreign ground
Coming to know the consequence of this
You’re left standing with diamonds in your hands.
It’s hard to walk a straight line
When you’re nothing but on the break line
Walking on eggshells
Falling on broken glass
With the world on your shoulders
And good conscience on your back.
You’re finding it hard to believe
That you’ll ever come to terms.
Even if you we’re not aware of their worth.
Choose one path
And fall down the rest
Take a break from the run of love
Because you’ve fallen short of breath.
Come deep into the woods
Of the shadows of deception
You seem to be quite intrigued
By the history of complexion.
Tilting and Wilting
Fallen out of thin air
You seem to keep yourself doubted
From the thought of simple care.
Falling from the universe
You land on foreign ground
Coming to know the consequence of this
You’re left standing with diamonds in your hands.
It’s hard to walk a straight line
When you’re nothing but on the break line
Walking on eggshells
Falling on broken glass
With the world on your shoulders
And good conscience on your back.
You’re finding it hard to believe
That you’ll ever come to terms.
NutShell
I definetely wish I had more to say or something unique and provoking, but I don't. Most people would know me to be someone who always has a lot to say and have these really "out-there" thoughts and strong opinions. Over the years, I feel as though I have lost that yearning to write more and talk less, speak through writting, and inspire others to write what they feel. There is no greater feeling of accomplishment of expressing yourself than putting your pen to paper(or in this sense, typing your little heart away). I wish I still had that same passion for writting as I did when i Was 16. Oh, to be 16 again. When my life was upside down, I didn't know what was up and what was wrong, what was right or wrong, good or bad. Life, or death. Now I feel as though I still have that passion to write, but not as much as I used to. Sometimes, I would be so eager to write, I would tear out a piece of paper then and there and spill my guts. Now, you'll be lucky if you get a complete sentence. When I write, I don't write in complete sentences, I don't usually write with commas, abrieviations, etc. I write free style, from the heart, and I have learned that a poem does not have to rhyme. One of my greatest accomplishments I think. I usually don't write paragraphs, stories, poems or songs. I write whats on my heart and usually my heart doesnt have time for periods, commas, and spellcheck.
Would You
Would you fall from the sky
Would you go to the ends of the earth
Would you go to the depths of the sea
Would you dance with the stars
Would you put your heart on the line
With no answers known
Would you risk it all
Even if you’d end up alone
Would you hold on to the promises
If they were never kept
Would you dwell on forever
If the end was never met
Would you still love me
Through all my imperfections‘cause
I’d be there for you
no matter what the cause
no matter what the danger
no matter what the circumstances
I’ll catch you when you fall
Ill be the light that guides you along
The one by your side when things go wrong
I can promise all these; and more.
Hoping for the future;
even if I don’t know whats in store
So take my heart; its yours to hold
Just look me in the eyes and take my hands
And together I promise
Through good and bad; we can.
Would you go to the ends of the earth
Would you go to the depths of the sea
Would you dance with the stars
Would you put your heart on the line
With no answers known
Would you risk it all
Even if you’d end up alone
Would you hold on to the promises
If they were never kept
Would you dwell on forever
If the end was never met
Would you still love me
Through all my imperfections‘cause
I’d be there for you
no matter what the cause
no matter what the danger
no matter what the circumstances
I’ll catch you when you fall
Ill be the light that guides you along
The one by your side when things go wrong
I can promise all these; and more.
Hoping for the future;
even if I don’t know whats in store
So take my heart; its yours to hold
Just look me in the eyes and take my hands
And together I promise
Through good and bad; we can.
The Hidden Message
The sites I see
Remind me of the begotten Italy
Soft mosaics, covered in spider’s web’s
Broken and cracked
Laid bare, to tell all.
But oh, if these walls could talk,
If these cracks could tell,
If this darkness could speak.
Then you would know my world
The spirits of stone,
The soul of nature,
And the heart of light.
They all tell a story,
Quite dull, but dim,
Continuous I go.
Prevailing I fall into the ocean.
These waves they look as though
They aren’t even real
Toppling over each other
Tripping and stumbling over gusts of wind
The last thing you’ll remember
Are the beating hearts of this hemisphere
And the fallen tears of fire
How can they fall so fast
Yet leave so quickly
Quite the riddle within itself.
Remind me of the begotten Italy
Soft mosaics, covered in spider’s web’s
Broken and cracked
Laid bare, to tell all.
But oh, if these walls could talk,
If these cracks could tell,
If this darkness could speak.
Then you would know my world
The spirits of stone,
The soul of nature,
And the heart of light.
They all tell a story,
Quite dull, but dim,
Continuous I go.
Prevailing I fall into the ocean.
These waves they look as though
They aren’t even real
Toppling over each other
Tripping and stumbling over gusts of wind
The last thing you’ll remember
Are the beating hearts of this hemisphere
And the fallen tears of fire
How can they fall so fast
Yet leave so quickly
Quite the riddle within itself.
Monday, April 13, 2009
My Heart Is Hung Up High Upon The Past
Feel the same, but I hold back
I cannot act upon this heartbeat
Try so hard to hold my composure
But each time I end up in defeat
Convincing myself that you’re not right
That everything has to be perfect
But the best things in life are imperfections
It’s taken ages for this to click
Trying hard, these tears they fall,
Hold on tight, the end is near.
Ignore the soft spoken sweet nothing’s,
Keep telling yourself, there’s nothing here.
Do you see what you do to me?
Take a glance through the looking glass.
It’d be so easy, just to agree,
But my heart is hung high, upon the past.
I hurt you so, it hurts me more,
Try my hardest to anchor thoughts.
Follow my heart, but I’m broken inside,
These bars I’ve felt; these bars I’ve fought.
Living in a war that I call heart,
Fighting for myself, I end up lost.
Lost in your daze and simple smile,
But each heartbeat, comes at a cost.
Two different worlds, combined into one.
Fallen and unstable, I cry for mercy, I’m done.
Wish I could explain this heart of mine,
But two shadowed lives, will form to shine.
I cannot act upon this heartbeat
Try so hard to hold my composure
But each time I end up in defeat
Convincing myself that you’re not right
That everything has to be perfect
But the best things in life are imperfections
It’s taken ages for this to click
Trying hard, these tears they fall,
Hold on tight, the end is near.
Ignore the soft spoken sweet nothing’s,
Keep telling yourself, there’s nothing here.
Do you see what you do to me?
Take a glance through the looking glass.
It’d be so easy, just to agree,
But my heart is hung high, upon the past.
I hurt you so, it hurts me more,
Try my hardest to anchor thoughts.
Follow my heart, but I’m broken inside,
These bars I’ve felt; these bars I’ve fought.
Living in a war that I call heart,
Fighting for myself, I end up lost.
Lost in your daze and simple smile,
But each heartbeat, comes at a cost.
Two different worlds, combined into one.
Fallen and unstable, I cry for mercy, I’m done.
Wish I could explain this heart of mine,
But two shadowed lives, will form to shine.
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